Thursday, May 6, 2010

an update (well, kind of)

i apologize for my absence over the past week. remember when i said i was having a rough week laaast week? well, the following day i found out that my dad's uncle passed away. he was sick for a very long time so it was not completely unexpected but it still took a toll on my family. unfortunately, he's been sick since i was very young so i don't have many memories of him...but the ones i do have are great ones of him joking around and smiling.

the other day i came to a breaking point where i felt the need to assess e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g. i have definitely been beating myself up too much - i know that i'm my own worst enemy when it comes to everything. i'm a perfectionist to the core and i've just been stressing myself out lately about things that i'm unable to control. thankfully though, i've been working through it and my dad has been my biggest supporter, so i've been feeling a lot better. i have come to realize that once in a while you need to slow down from the fast pace of life and just breathe a bit.

wow, well i wasn't even expecting to go in to that much detail so sorry for boring everyone :p .. but i will be back with normal posting probably within the next week. i have finals coming up next week and then i'm free for .. a week. haha. then i start with my summer course until the beginning of july. things are falling back in to place, as they always seem to do.

i also will be announcing the winner of the sex and the city giveaway by monday - i'll probably just post it along with shoes to beat the monday blues. if you didn't already enter, i'll extend the time to enter until then.

hope you all had a fabulous week and i'll see you soon! :p


Leah said...

Take it easy sweetie. Relax!!! Everything will be alright. xoxo

Josie said...

Dear girl, please take care of yourself. Everything will fall into place -- we're always around, love!
xxoo Josie

Rosie Unknown said...

My thoughts are with you and your family.

But don't sweat it! Remember, blogging should be an outlet, not causing stress. And after all, you missed a few days. I just dropped off the face of the internet for three weeks.

betz said...

I'm so sorry to hear that dear. My heart goes to you and your family. Take care.


hiyaluv said...

I have missed you so-but am glad that you are taking some much needed time for YOU!

Be well! Thinking of you & ***hugs*** to you!

Nubiasnonsense said...

lol its totally cool you get a little into depth.. sort of get to know you better.. we all have our little things.. u might be a perfectionist while I find it hard to focus on one thing at a time...

Sorry for your loss hope things get better soon =)

Rachel said...

I'm so sorry for everything that's been going on. :( My thoughts are with you and your family. I hope things settle down soon. Just think positive and everything will be better!

Good luck with your finals!

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